couldnt believe she actually went genting with him. (even though is 4 for them)

she din ask me if she could go, she just inform me she is going.

couldnt do much to stop her. (or should i say i din even stop her)

anyway, she already had the intention of going with them quite some time back le.
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remember she told me, going oversea with a guy is able to help build up their relationship.
(thats how we grew ours back then)
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ask yourself, which guy can take all these blows?
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i really dunno what i should do already.
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cant limit her freedom
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cant spent alot of time with her
(back in service now full time)
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she wanted a graduation trip oversea, but if i don go work, how to bring her oversea?
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but now im working, but she went oversea with other people le.
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as a matter of fact, im in camp doing my BDO duty while she is in genting.
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just what am i now?
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im like dunno when she is going say its not working anymore again.

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maybe i should just concentrate on my work now.....