Just came back from a pub.... and i feel i MUST blog this at once!

Tonight, i went to eunice's small aunty's birthday party at a pub in Central Mall, together with eunice's family. (Yes you are rite, it's Her FAMILY!) first time i ever went to a pub with my girlfriend's family. OMG i can't believe it.

At first, Eunice start playing a game of pool with Jeanice, then my hands got itchy. So i asked if eunice wanna play with me too. But after i break the balls, eunice passed the cue to her DAD! I'm playing pool with her DAD!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! We carried on the game and eventually, Uncle Victor lost because he accidentally pocketed the black ball. (He played really well!!) i was so so paiseh to 'win' the game. My whole heart felt so heavy after the game. In fact, i feel that he played could have win the game.

After the game, we were at our table. i finished my drink. When i was refilling my drink, i kind of feel that Uncle Victor wanna give a cheers for the game by hitting my glass with his. ( i kind of notice this by his tilting of his glass. Can't confirm if he really wanna hit my glass but i just guessed). So while having this feeling, i continued pouring the martel and mixer. As a result, i din return the 'knock" on his glass. When i finished pouring my drink, he already placed his glass down. So sad. I should had just hit his glass with my glass of pure martel and drink!!!!! Why i so stupid!!!!

After that, i felt uneasy. Just feel like blaming myself! Haiz. I asked myself if i should just lift my glass and hit his glass. But i just have the feeling that its going to be very weird for me to be so initiative to hit his glass. So i chose not to.

Eventually, i told myself, if i don hit his glass NOW, i will regret my whole life. Thus after SO MUCH gathering of my courage, i lifted my glass, hit his glass and said: "for the game just now". He appreciated it by hitting my glass and smile. His simple smile means SO SO MUCH to me!

My heart lightened.

I really really enjoyed this night. Though i know this doesn't means much, but at least to me, it's worth my life!

Hope this is the first step to breaking the 'BARRIER'........