recently, i felt really low. no money.

made her feel why i USED to be rich, and now.....

she aint in good mood recently due to financial issues.

cant help but thinking why am i making her feel this way.

there is really nothing i can do?


i agree that i haven been buying anything for her....

how i wish i could give her a surprise gift....

but, till now, NOTHING.....


all this aint what i used to be....

i used to pamper, but now, i am down till the point where i cant do anything to save what i missed....


i'm really sorry....

i'm so helpless now.....


looks like i should get myself into a very serious self reflection.....

i hate myself....

when will the suffering i am giving end????